i'm back again to blogg:))

today was an okay day except for the fact that i so miss xxx.

still cant stop thinking abt her. and my seemingly unknown presence to her didnt help things.

homed with celine just now. hah. singing lame songs. oh and clarice said she could hear me singing when i walked pass her class. but it wasnt very loud whad?! i think*

janice told me smth ytd that got me so excited. heh. you better tell me when the episode is out ah! i cant believe jillianyue is going to be on tv with FIONA xie pls!!! im soo damn jealous. and look at that picture with her on her blogg. ahhhhh! WHYWHYWHY nvr get autograph! i think everyone is like suddenly meeting fiona except me. *sobs. ohoh and i think leannas gonna be on that show too! gonna tape it. lols. they hafta wear lipstick and do this kissing pose thingy. whees. cant wait.

still using my mums laptop cos com still down with virus. actually, its okay until you switch on the internet modem so i think its some internet thingy. there will be like 60++ pop ups of this stoopid advert and you cant evenclose them. yups. luckily can still kinda use. i think its gotta do with msn too. cos when i log in then all the nonsense start. argh the nets too quiet without msn pls. oh well

i wanna say some other stuffies:
1. wenmei! your blog takes super darn long to open leh. grrrr. tired of trying alr. hahaha
2. CONGRATULATIONS debbie and wenjie. you guys did grt on sturday! so proud of you guys.
3. elizabeth! i dont wanna watch infection! so scary pls
4. im wearing full costume on arts fest. how? so malu lor. i dont want!
5. i really really hope things are alrite between us.

cos it hurts so bad

okay. thats abt all. try to blog again soon

LLJ;
6:00 PM;

have not been blogging for quite some time BUT i have an explanation okay! my com's down with some virus stuffies. yupps and dunnoe when then mum will brg it to get repaired.

anw, lots of stuff have happen. first, a summary of the day;;
-mrg, giving out pressies like santa claus liddat. im too kind :))
-pe, kim was walking AGAIN. taking turns running with her. despite our efforts, she still hasta run again. next time JOG ah! oh and smth happen to maha. hope shes alrite now *smiles
-geog. begged miss khoo to let me take the quiz tmmr. she agreed but i think shes pisst with me. and guess what, left my geog txbk in class so cant study now.
-recess. kept seeing tht person. but NO. i wanna see xxx instead. HAHA
-d and t. mr tan is CUTE. esp with all those lame JOKES that are not funny. lols. and i thinkhe knows abt his secret admire. eh?? *winks. mrs lim showed me smt that totally made my heart SINK. i still feel it now
-maths. ntg much. glad mskoks not grading that quiz cos i had no idea how to do SO MANY ques.
-history was wierd. mood was so tense cos ms hazelin wasmad at us la. but shes nice. hees
-aft sch, wanted to follow deb and wj for d arts. and at the same time, kill THREE birds with one stone. buddensaw smth that totally freaked me out, so went back to classroomwhere it was safe. me and kim writng 'rekha loves xxxxxxx' all ovr and poor rekha desperately tryin to rub it off. even wrote under the homework section, and she doesnt knw yet. HAHA. poured water on caitlins pampus to see how absorben it was.
-homed

some stuff i wanna say
1. i know gaaya's my angel. haha. cant wait to see whats the sick thing she says shes gonna give me. i hope i dont get a pxx. i rather have a bxx.LOL
2. i feel so dejected and stupid abt the you know what. dun wanna say out. too embarrasing. i feel embarrassed just walking pass pple. esp those who know i was involved and those who won or yet to take part.
3. i DID NOT put that thing on the notice board
4. my grades are droppin
5. to xxxxxxxx. before sayin all those stuff just think. how wld she feel when she reads those mean things you said abt her. tskk
6. my roomis in a mess
7. i dun feel like going for ballet on sunday cos everytime, we reteach the same stuff. and everytime pple are just added into our class like nobodys business. she doesnt even pay attention to us. pls i wanna take exam kay. i reckon wwe've wasted ALOT of time alr and its not gonna help this way.
8. i feel so shit now
9. im stressed
and finally...
10. i LOVE you

thanks to those who comfortedand supported me. love ya guys.
and thanks cleo for all the gifts...if you ever see this

there. i finally blogged.

LLJ;
5:45 PM;