i wanna watch BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN!!!
ahhh. what rubbish, its r21. no chance at all of sneaking into the cinema. not like ive ever tried. hahas, i think its quite a cool movie. from what i heard its quite slow moving and sometimes a lil boring, but i still really really wanna watch it.
its abt these two guys who fall in love but they cant be together. smth like that.
and pls, it aint that sick. its just a romantic love story((: I LIKE. its like you really love this person, but you cant love him. so sadd)): cant wait for the vcd.
plus theres jake gyllenhaal acting! i think he's so cute now that he's grown up and all. much cuter thaan when he acted in the day after tomorrow. melts* i wanna see him kiss the other guy. aye, feel for him man. hes so tortured cos he cant be with the other guy that he loves so passionately.
plus all the intensity la!
HAHAs. okay, nvm. i shall not continue cos i'll just start thinking too far..
hees

LLJ;
9:39 PM;

i haven seen the computer for so longg.

just wanna wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! thanks for all the gifts, notes and LOVE((: hahas. sch made valentines day a holiday, so couldnt see anyone.
valentines day is so cool. its so nice to receive things and give things and all. i mean its not like anyone actually wants to spend it with me. i spent it ALONE at home in case your wondering. oh but i went to nus in the aftnoon. thats so lame. like who goes to nus for valentines day. anw the funniest things happened. met kim, sharlene, celine and preethi and we went there.supposed to meet liyi too, but we called here and guess what. she went swimming! lols, we were all like WHAT?! hahas, had lunch there then went for the lesson. oh, their canteen has very lovely food at cheap prices. LOL.

common test started alr, and i've been so busy. so far i dont think i dont think i did well at all. geog was okay. got back chinese alr and i think i did well but like other people got way higher marks so.. i din finish social studies. i din write about the tone. and chem is the worst! today lah. no time to finish pls.
we were all so freaking pisst after the test. somemore we had chem lesson aft that. we were just like cursing and complaining the whole way thru lah. wasnt paying attention at all. so friggin deppressing pls. just hope somehow i'll do well.
ohwells we had chi compo test aft tht. its abt some setback thing. and i started writing abt how i was feeling. esp aft the test. how miserable and irritated i felt. and i was like crying while i was writing. goodness. i just felt like rubbish la
tcher din come for bio and egeog was okay. mrs judy wong is really cute!

ahahas, had dance aft that and i met mum for lunch first. ate so much la. damn full. then during dance we were taking measurements and me and debbie were comparing our sizes at the waist bust and butt. HAHA. anw since i ate so much my stomach was bigger so my dress is gonna be bigger too! yeah man. we did the dance and mr gerrard kept shouting and shouting. it was super scary la. he kinda scolded me abit too. he was like scolding and shouting and it was really really loud. i was afraid... hahas. we learnt new steps aft tht annd it was sooo tiring. we all were gonna faint alr la. my face became so so red. haha, and i kept turning the wrong side. and i was sweating like mad, in the air con. heh, i think i lost weight just from todays session pls. oh and i need to learn to do a mans pushup. darn. i love dancing so much. even with mr gerrards scolding. DANCE ROCKS la. and diane din come! left me debbie and taiyi...

hahas, thats abt all. left 4 more tests and aft that the first thing im gonna do is SHOP((:

LLJ;
8:12 PM;

two words to describe today:
today sucked.
thank you very much.
it all started with me being totally frustrated with this class that im in. they all alr have their own cliques and stuff. there are some pple i havent even said a single word to. i cant crapp and fool ard as much as i used to. sch aint all abt studying, mind you. its sick, seriously.
first lesson was physics spa. physics aint that bad with mr low, but still. its spa. what do you expect? next was chemistry, and i tell you by that time i was boiling alr ah. chem is boring. and i think the chemicals just make me sleep. its taken by our form tcher which kinda made me think more abt the class and all. and smone was like rubbing salt. dont level rap level rap me pls. recess and chinese was okay. i quite like chinese actually. mrs ding is way better than any tcher i've ever had. bio was aft that. and you knw we're banded for chi and some have hcl and all that. no one was even settled down and bio tcher juststarted talking and talking. or shd i say reading? not even the whole class was back yet.nobody could understand what she was talking abt. like diane said "she like talking african" hahas.she hasnt even started teaching enzymes and shes giving the test nxt fri. like wow, i gonna learn it and master it in 3 periods man! whoa, doctor john sia. i was gonna break down alr with the thought of bio test, geog test, chem spa and chi test all in the same day. geog was next and mrs judy wong is darn cute man. i was so amused. its only our SECOND geog less of the whole year. hahas, she was so nice to postpone the test((:

went for installation dance, collected our shirt and skirt and went for lunch with diane and taiyi. i was feeling much better than. away from all the stress.
went for cca and met the new sec1s. i think theyre quite okay.. atleast they tried to pick up the steps and all. yeahs. but i think they were kinda freaked out by mr gerrard. hahas,bear with it man. we've all been thru it. i think mr gerrard is so funny. he dances so cute la. we're doing some tribal dance which i cant really follow. quite cool lar. better than the horrors of last year. lol.
yeah. dance takes away your sorrows. try it some day.

tmmr's the competition. timeline challenge by sp. hahas, against all the RI guys and all. haha, we'll just try our best la. God will help us. thats how we actually made it to the second round. yeahs

next weeks gonna be so busy. damn.

LLJ;
9:01 PM;