We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's
bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's
bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was I
s here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
--

the song just puts me in one of those moods.

okay. im confused. i don't know. just.. confused.
much like he did sometime ago.
pth.
(okay, out of point)
but i don't want to be.
and neither did he.
(out of point again)
just so you know, it's just a parallel. im not refering to him.
hahas(way out of point)
so anw, i wanna put it right.
and i will, i hope.

yepp.

LLJ;
10:27 PM;

i'll make this quick.
hah.
okay
lately, obsessing about somebody.
argh, i need to stop.
rekha will know who
cause she identifies with me
and shares the same feelings?
i think.
yeah we rock man.
singing and giggling and obsessing away.
anw, i told a few ppl and
stupid taiyi keeps saying bad things abt the person.
so mean! haha
i'll leave her alone to sit there and study.
LOL. okok i'll stop.
anw, i just think there's something nice abt the person
going abit crazy fantasising.
elaborate another time.
hmm. i feel quite.. embarrassed?
abt something in sch.
someone.
haha, it's really cos of me.
but i DON"T regret it
cos i actually REALLY LIKE it.
(((:
just very paiseh la.
cos i shy mah..
in front of other people/

okok. exams coming soon.
study hard you guys out there.





hmm. i just don't know if what i'm thinking is what your thinking too.

LLJ;
9:41 PM;

i miss my darling.


i've been fantasizing lately about some stuffs. hmm..


i saw my godpa on singapore idol on wednesday and i was SO excited. he knows paul's dad i think.
i din know i would say this, but i'm quite sad that paul's out. hmm. yeah sad man. especially when he cried. *sobs. huh, i get kinda emo when people cry. i know he should not win but still, sad to see him leave la. i think he's a really nice guy. hee((: no, really, i do.
anw, talking to my cousin just now. they're the ones who knoww paul's family. which is kinda cool. haha. he met them for dinner aft last week's show? cool man. my dad knows mr twohill thru them as well.
so anw, my point is, that i think paul's really nice(i think). and i'd like to meet him one day. but i'll just freeze one la. and i really don't think people should judge him base on his haircut only.




when i first saw you, i met love.
and the first time i touched you, i felt love.
and after all this time, you're still the one i love
-shania twain, you're still the one


you're still the one alright.

LLJ;
8:28 PM;

"There seems to be a kind of order in the universe…in the movement of the stars and the turning of the Earth and the changing of the seasons. But human life is almost pure chaos. Everyone takes his stance, asserts his own right and feelings, mistaking the motives of others, and his own. "
that's from the show, and i guess it's kinda true.


andre agassi retired a few days back and i think it's so sad because he's my favourite-test tennis player of all! he's so cute, and his voice just makes you wanna melt(((: not to mention, he plays good tennis too. and does really cute things on court. i think he looks exceptionally cute when he plays with his huge diamond earring. hahas. oooh and his cutee little son!! it was so sad when he lost. and it was even sadder and kinda sweet too when he broke down aft that. ahhh.

come to think of it, he looks like chris daughtry(!) who is just as nice in every aspect. it's sad when the people you admire reitre. ohwells, i guess the chang jiang hou lang tui qian lang and the shi shang qin ren huan jiu ren right?

hah, that sounds damn pro. ((:

haven been doing much lately. yesterday i went to watch the devil wears prada. the thing i love most is all the clothes! oh my goodness! and the bags and shoes! it makes me want to work just to be able to put those stuff on. that miranda wears different coat and carries different bags and wears different shoes everyday! all so nice somemore. all the gucci, prada, feragamo, chanel, jimmy choos and all that. ahhhh.

i watched the wedding date for abt he fifth time on tv. i can almost memorise the show. i love nick! his real name is Dermot Mulroney. ooh, he was so funny and romantic in the show. and so gorgeous too. oh and i watched bridget jones: edge of reason again. probably the tenth time? HAHA. i love both daniel cleaver and mark darcey((: both so sexy and sweet. darcey is so romantic and i think his name is so cool. but hugh grant is the cutest of all pls! whoo.

the holidays are halfway over)): how?



(miranda priestly, the devil wears prada) :

that's all

LLJ;
6:22 PM;

ergh i'm sick. actually very much better now. it was worst after the teachers day celebration. just a cough now. but still.. hah, i just had to fall sick when sch ended la. and not during sch. ohwells.

speaking abt teachers' day.. kinda pisst. the only good parts were the performances and my favourite teachers. and ermm, charlene too? haha. mrs wong came back but i din get a chance to meet her)): anw, in short. i missed aces day, stood up for the whole concert, got chased out, then thrashed. but its okay. i guess thats how its meant to be. oh yar, then verbally abused and personally attacked and sick too. huh.

anw, i was right about last week's life as we know it being the last episode. but not to worry cos now theres one tree hill which is just as nice! anw, i thought the ending wasnt very nice. like some things not settled and all. lol, i like happy romantic endings only((: but anw, dino and jackie made up which is so cool. my favourite parts are when they're together: he's oogling at her, she's looking at him, him fighting his urge to touch her.. haha! and then there's the part when she comes to his house: he's being all sweet abt it and all, and then she kisses him!! whoo. hah, whatever. i just thought he was SO sweet in the show and i absolutely LOVE sweet people. as in sweet in thought not looks. heh.

i was just looking up some sites for chad micheal murray in preparation for one tree hill! lol. actually the season started alr, then stopped. but nvm. the point is, he's just as charming and cute as ever! and i think he's super sweet(!) too. both in person and his character. i think his interviews on te warner bros website are soo sweet. haha, another sweet guy. ahhhh! *melts

that day i saw the cute man again. and ya. confirmed my judgement that he really is CUTE. soo soo cute. and sexy? standing there so confidnetly. hahas!

okay so we're having holidays now. and i love the fact that every morning i can wake up and NOT need to change and drag myself to sch. the feeling that every night i can do what i want and sleep at whatever time i like and not have to worry abt packing my bag and all that stuff.

and not to mention the fact that i can stay home the whole day! i was reading chad michael murray's interview and he said he just stays at home and plays with his dogs. hah. much like me! i like being at home on my own too. just w/out the dogs. haha.

oh yup and i wanted to say that i think joakim from spore idol is such a nice guy. all his smses were sooo sweet. and he's so cute too. but anw, i think we shouldn't keep criticising him. cos he's actually a really nice guy at heart. haha. and that's what i like((:

okay then going for dinner now and gonna watch a movie tomorrow!
and tmr's tuesday night!



erm, maybe not let go of everything la.

LLJ;
6:46 PM;