midyears are over, time to study for promos!
yeah right.

well well its the end of the exams. nothing much to say, i really dont know how im gonna do. papers were kinda hard, well no suprises right? the worse for me has got to be econs though, i dont know i just get stuck trying to figure out what to write. fatigue+mental block..so how? you tell me. somehow didnt feel like it was a REAL exam. funny, cos it is. guess aft the manymany exams of last year, cannot be bothered with another one.

i think its like a cycle. you like someone, they kinda like you, you deny it first, but you two get closer, it's super happening, you're happier than ever and you think, he's the one. then something happens. one moment, and everything changes. everything he does pisses you off, it annoys you, you start to see all of it in a different light, and you drift apart. why, i don't know.

which is why. im gonna leave things as they are now. i mean, you're always happy when it's all just a crush and you steal glances and giggle and pretend its nothing and all right? haha, maybe its the flirting. heh heh.

so we shall resume all normal activities. x will say bye and give that cute smile, y and i will stare at each other and i'll look out for z and he'll say hi with the hot bod. i wonder if there's any more? okay this is so frivolous, i shall stop.

i really miss celine, and preethi and rekha, and my friends, my good friends. there isnt really anyone here that im super close to you know, who i can COMPLETELY be just purely myself, no holding back. haha, GO OUT GO OUT! cmon guys!

hehe i shall leave you with this.
stiff.french.rock.
you figure it out.

LLJ;
10:11 PM;

no, debbie, its not what you're thinking, im not chanelling the samantha vibe right now haha!

what i am talking about, though. the other day, headed to parkway for quick dinner with no intention of shopping whatsoever. but so much for that, cos in a matter of minutes, upon steppin into borders, i spent $100 and a few cents. ohman! on three books, a cd and dvd. it was a 22episode dvd btw! alright, so those of you who know me well enough must know thats definitely not my first time lol. just felt kinda guilty aft that hees. satisfied, nonetheless. shall be tightenning the pursestrings for the rest of the great singapore sale, i hope!

highlight of the week, undoubtedly, was on tuesday, when i met up with debbie and taiyi, and we caught sex and the city omg! all i can say is that it was so awesome! perhaps it was just the thrill(heh) of actually watching it, i dont know, but it left me really high after that! it was hilarious, and romantic, clothes were great and all! watched it at cathay, yupyup. the four of us-diane, debbie, taiyi and i- are much like the four of them. so we've each got a character. the two of them, however, insists that i'm samntha jone. yes, the sex-crazed one, who you see in the trailer oogling at her super hot bare-bodied neighbour from behind her big hat. YES I KNOW you guys are probably going, WHAT?! nah lauren's not like that!!! (or you better be, anw lol) haha, yesyes, same reaction over here. haha, well, its really hard to argue when you're going against them, so...

haha met up with some 4a1 ppl on monday to collect our leaving certs! yeahh. what struck me most is, you know the testimonial part? haha, yes mine is very well written. don't you think its like the kind of thing you'd find on wikipedia though? yes yes?? haha, like my life story! the kind you'd expect when you're searching bout some famous person and a summary of significant stuff in his life, except in this case, we arent famous la. haha. went for lunch and shopped ard awhile. ppl slowly left until only me and celine remained, the hard core shoppers!

pointe work kills your feet ohman! i kinda like it though, just suck at it ahhhh! going for ballet later((:

okok. this is weird. i just read somehing that someone wrote to me. im freaked. debbie, if you see this, you better help!!!

LLJ;
1:30 PM;

call it a crazy crush. HEHE((: i have GOT to stop, i think he knows. cant help the way i react haha.

this is crazy too. you do NOT know how much i wanna be with lucas from one tree hill right now. sigh, if only they were like him.. lol. hot, sweet, mature, sensitive, and sooo cute.
i hope you've noticed, the name lucas starts with the letter L. hmmm((: haha okay, know who else? ...me too! lol

david beckham, chad michael murray and patrick dempsey are gorgeous *melts.

great singapore sale is awesome! shopshopshop! havent bought very much yet though, good thing. hope it stays that way haha

and i need to study damn.

LLJ;
3:05 PM;