Sunday, July 20, 2008
okay, the once in four years PL musical was SO AWESOME! it was really reaal good, you missed a spectacular show if you werent there.
much better than the previous one which i was in. the props and backdrop thing was way better, costumes were soo nice, unlike mine which i had to sew myself, more interesting storyline i think, better acting, better actors. it was soo great!
met up with class people first. haha i saw quite a few people! realised i dont really know a lot of people huh. we had front row seats! middle somemore. yeah i could see every single detail very very clearly.
my fathers gift revolves around the isrealites who continue their search for the promise land. (haha yes i was looking for the promise land four years ago too) but first they've gotta get past jericho, which wont be that easy la. alot of it was super hilarious, especially that cute little girl haha! she gonna be one of those that lots of people have crushes on lol. and the king! haha and BAOyun! she was so cute down there, gonna get burnt! and it was super funny when the backstage people came to change scenes. haha, dunno why also. think i talked super loudly to preethi throughout the whole thing haha! enjoyed myself ery very much!((:
so saw alot of people, seniors, juniors, peers.. and melissa and her boyfriend HAHAHA! miss loh!(beloved) mrs judy wong!
and it made me remember the last time, the father's hand that i was in lol. they showed snippets of it before the show started. ohman so funny! i looked so funny with my hair, and ohman we all agreed i was soooo much skinnier back then. dont know how to put the video in but here's a photo!
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i <3 these people. there's a heart outside the bio lab! complete with a aorta, pulmonary artery, ventricles and atria!
preethi!
remember this?
he lifts you high, he'll never let you go
he gently holds, your precious soul
he lifts you high, and in his ove you'll stand
because your holding the father's hand
heh. maybe i'll go find the full lyrics
ok that's all for now, is gonna be a packed week ahead, im very sure.
uiu
much better than the previous one which i was in. the props and backdrop thing was way better, costumes were soo nice, unlike mine which i had to sew myself, more interesting storyline i think, better acting, better actors. it was soo great!
met up with class people first. haha i saw quite a few people! realised i dont really know a lot of people huh. we had front row seats! middle somemore. yeah i could see every single detail very very clearly.
my fathers gift revolves around the isrealites who continue their search for the promise land. (haha yes i was looking for the promise land four years ago too) but first they've gotta get past jericho, which wont be that easy la. alot of it was super hilarious, especially that cute little girl haha! she gonna be one of those that lots of people have crushes on lol. and the king! haha and BAOyun! she was so cute down there, gonna get burnt! and it was super funny when the backstage people came to change scenes. haha, dunno why also. think i talked super loudly to preethi throughout the whole thing haha! enjoyed myself ery very much!((:
so saw alot of people, seniors, juniors, peers.. and melissa and her boyfriend HAHAHA! miss loh!(beloved) mrs judy wong!
and it made me remember the last time, the father's hand that i was in lol. they showed snippets of it before the show started. ohman so funny! i looked so funny with my hair, and ohman we all agreed i was soooo much skinnier back then. dont know how to put the video in but here's a photo!
ooh i saw her there too btw, eleanor's sister!
ok, till now miss loh still remembers when the bad crowd threw me to the floor(it did hurt haha) and i had to shout 'save me!' and apparently, it was really soft and shy. and they were like all trying to get me to scream louder. plus i was the father or something so i had to bemuch fiercer. but then, according to her, on the day itself it was so loud and ferocious and convincing. lol, she still tells my mother the same thing when she sees us okay, so paiseh!
ok, and the time when we were recording for the cd, thechildren's song. nuisance, disturbing people. annd miss loh called me out, and i thought i would be in trouble. then she said, later when the children are singing go sing with them cos your voice is very immature. haha what?! funny right.
okay, i've got some photos, not that clear. took with my phone cos the camera's spoilt! grrr. will get more from rekha and post on facebook or sth.
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i <3 these people. there's a heart outside the bio lab! complete with a aorta, pulmonary artery, ventricles and atria!
preethi!remember this?
he lifts you high, he'll never let you go
he gently holds, your precious soul
he lifts you high, and in his ove you'll stand
because your holding the father's hand
heh. maybe i'll go find the full lyrics
ok that's all for now, is gonna be a packed week ahead, im very sure.
uiu
LLJ;
9:01 PM;
9:01 PM;
Monday, July 14, 2008
okay so i've been getting feedback(mostly yours debbie, see what great market power you have) about yeah you know what. guess i shd look at things from a different perspective. i think what sparked the anger was a combination of things going on, and yeah a degree of selfishness somewhere within. really, i don't wanna be affected by it, dont think i am now anw. so there. the feelings that day, well yeah some still exists yes. but life is good, no? yup yup.
enough of the emo-ing. what is is what will be
speaking of emo, haha yesterday's ballet was emo day. dance with greater emotion. think i looked quite dumb la lol. need to build up my stamina i think, i'm always so tired by the time i get to the dance and pointe work. can't even do the tan leves(spelling?) properly. aye lots of work to be done la. think i need to lose weight too, dont know if thats what affecting me, and causing me not to be able to pull up. i'll try anw. demi pointe shoes are gtting better. don't seem to get that same degree of danicing with ballet flats. yeah, jia you hopefully!
HEE HEE. you girls are trying to look for this.. dont know if you will. but just in case, here's smth for you guys. sometimes i go to schol realy emo. i drag myself to school, and it doesnt look like its gonna be a good day. and i think to myself that i'm gonna be emo today. (like friday) but you guys make that quite hard sometimes haha! can't help but to smile la lol.
okay and i know i've been really mean recently. so its okay la, i mean its understandable that you get the symphathy and stuff, forget what i said before, yes.
yup life is good. i said my happiness comes from above, sorry i may have strayed from that. even in the midst of whatever competitiveness, i know what i should strive towards, and i dont wanna be fazed by the surrounding la huh?
and yes debbie, we play duet la, no prob.
haha today? got back GP! and yeah econs the silly teacher fell sick and didnt bring our papers ahhh! anw miss lim says s66 only has abt 5 passes wth! haha everyone else i asked outside class passed ehh! how can! haha i thought we quite pro de, all the scholars! nvm , jiayou guys! so i havent got back that and so i can't make a word with my grades. eg ABBS. you shd try, its fun lol.
haha okay, thats about all. til next time((:
enough of the emo-ing. what is is what will be
speaking of emo, haha yesterday's ballet was emo day. dance with greater emotion. think i looked quite dumb la lol. need to build up my stamina i think, i'm always so tired by the time i get to the dance and pointe work. can't even do the tan leves(spelling?) properly. aye lots of work to be done la. think i need to lose weight too, dont know if thats what affecting me, and causing me not to be able to pull up. i'll try anw. demi pointe shoes are gtting better. don't seem to get that same degree of danicing with ballet flats. yeah, jia you hopefully!
HEE HEE. you girls are trying to look for this.. dont know if you will. but just in case, here's smth for you guys. sometimes i go to schol realy emo. i drag myself to school, and it doesnt look like its gonna be a good day. and i think to myself that i'm gonna be emo today. (like friday) but you guys make that quite hard sometimes haha! can't help but to smile la lol.
okay and i know i've been really mean recently. so its okay la, i mean its understandable that you get the symphathy and stuff, forget what i said before, yes.
yup life is good. i said my happiness comes from above, sorry i may have strayed from that. even in the midst of whatever competitiveness, i know what i should strive towards, and i dont wanna be fazed by the surrounding la huh?
and yes debbie, we play duet la, no prob.
haha today? got back GP! and yeah econs the silly teacher fell sick and didnt bring our papers ahhh! anw miss lim says s66 only has abt 5 passes wth! haha everyone else i asked outside class passed ehh! how can! haha i thought we quite pro de, all the scholars! nvm , jiayou guys! so i havent got back that and so i can't make a word with my grades. eg ABBS. you shd try, its fun lol.
haha okay, thats about all. til next time((:
LLJ;
8:30 PM;
8:30 PM;
Saturday, July 12, 2008
okay i guess i may have overreacted just now. don't know why i was filled with so much hate and anger. i don't want to, i guess. and to give you credit, i shouldnt be so mean to you too. so there, i'm sorry. that was just how i was feeling just now. don't know if the feelings are gone, or somewhere hidden beneath waiting to jump back out again. either way, i'm okay now. should be thankful for what i already have right? don't wanna be that person. or maybe i do. just minus the anger.
LLJ;
9:23 PM;
9:23 PM;
i'm not one to fight back, i'd rather keep it to myself, but yes its starting to explode within me. i think i've kept it inside all this while, cos yes, i did feel it was my fault at first, and i wasnt gonna be that mean girl who went on bitching around.
i may try to take the high road, but there comes a point, there comes a point, a point where you have to fight back. maybe not fight, cos my senses are screaming out at me to control my emotions and anger. think i've just abt reached boiling point, so here. cant stand it an longer, my overflowing pile of work shall have to wait.
go on continue. im the bad one alright? get the symphathy, emphathy, encouragement, whatever. i dont exist. maybe i dont want to go around publicising this blog. i'd rather leave it to those who know. but then who knows. as i said last year, i'll sit there ALONE and grow FAT. you go tell the world and i'll sit there quietl, everyones eyes on the mean lil girl.
and in case you didnt know, no i do not think im smart. okay? esp not now. how many times have i been the one asking the stupid questions in class? you go on and beat me, it doesnt matter. look at the past four years, falling short of celine everytime. i do it happily, acceptingly, why do you think we're still such good friends? she's the more hardworking one aft all. why do you think i enjoyed getting same marks for olevels as her? friendship goes beyond that. at least for me. focus your sights on whats above, not any material thing. and anw, who's the smartass one here huh?
and yes your competitiveness once again enables you to go on about the same thing over and over. from when i first met you til even now. did i get annoyed? perhaps. and well, it did not help that i had to be STUCK in the middle okay. i wished i could disappear as much as you made me think you did. maybe i have anw, disappeared. maybe i'll just pon everyday just like how i so badly wanted to on friday.
ok and on a seperate note, seems people act differently sometimes with power huh. treat you like two different people in two different circles. i know how that feels too, yes, but im not gonna do anything, cos aft all, you ARE my friend. so my voice will go unheard and my presence unfelt, thats alright.
well, this has been a complete waste of my time. but well, ho else is there for me to tell huh?
i may try to take the high road, but there comes a point, there comes a point, a point where you have to fight back. maybe not fight, cos my senses are screaming out at me to control my emotions and anger. think i've just abt reached boiling point, so here. cant stand it an longer, my overflowing pile of work shall have to wait.
go on continue. im the bad one alright? get the symphathy, emphathy, encouragement, whatever. i dont exist. maybe i dont want to go around publicising this blog. i'd rather leave it to those who know. but then who knows. as i said last year, i'll sit there ALONE and grow FAT. you go tell the world and i'll sit there quietl, everyones eyes on the mean lil girl.
and in case you didnt know, no i do not think im smart. okay? esp not now. how many times have i been the one asking the stupid questions in class? you go on and beat me, it doesnt matter. look at the past four years, falling short of celine everytime. i do it happily, acceptingly, why do you think we're still such good friends? she's the more hardworking one aft all. why do you think i enjoyed getting same marks for olevels as her? friendship goes beyond that. at least for me. focus your sights on whats above, not any material thing. and anw, who's the smartass one here huh?
and yes your competitiveness once again enables you to go on about the same thing over and over. from when i first met you til even now. did i get annoyed? perhaps. and well, it did not help that i had to be STUCK in the middle okay. i wished i could disappear as much as you made me think you did. maybe i have anw, disappeared. maybe i'll just pon everyday just like how i so badly wanted to on friday.
ok and on a seperate note, seems people act differently sometimes with power huh. treat you like two different people in two different circles. i know how that feels too, yes, but im not gonna do anything, cos aft all, you ARE my friend. so my voice will go unheard and my presence unfelt, thats alright.
well, this has been a complete waste of my time. but well, ho else is there for me to tell huh?
LLJ;
11:11 AM;
11:11 AM;
Thursday, July 10, 2008
messing around with primary scool chairs at taonan drg slv!
long overdue- my birthday pressie from peehua!
thats when we went back to collect grad certs
diane's 17th!
long overdue- my birthday pressie from peehua!
thats when we went back to collect grad certs
diane's 17th!
hahaha surprised im blogging now?
well, yeah i AM at home. it's the whole home based learning thing we're haing now. kinda sucks, but hey its an opportunity to rest and slack for one extra day. up next is econs lecture i think..
guess i need it too after yesterday's rehearsal+conditioning+ballet left me really exhausted and aching everywhere. demi pointe shoes really kill your feet man, worst than pointe shoes!
so just though i'd upload some photos so you guys dont get bored of the huge chunks of text.
met up with diane, taiyi and debbie and monday(youth day) for diane's birthday! whoo HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY((: we're the FORS or FOUR im not sure.. really glad to meet up with them again, talked bout loads of stuff. but ermm mainly one topic. heh.
taiyi was like: wonder what we used to talk abt before jc. now its always the same topic. LOL. haha ty just you wait..yours will come soon.
met debbie first to get diane's present. which is a num laptp bag we got from a nice looking salesman. she, as usual had lots of things to say abt her jl, yzy, my and ml. yup, she is "hot property" as SOMEONE likes to put it. anw, she said this, and i think i shd abide by it as well- When you stop trying, it happens. so true, i've come to realise.
back at diane's house, teased her abt he's able(abel) HAHA! someone's growing up wor. me and taiyi both agree she'll be the first to lose the bet. looked at pictures and stuff(debbie nuts for that one pic). haha and ermm read blogs. hmm, just wanna say im glad i read it with debbie and not alone. hais, ni shi fou you xiang guo wo you ke neng zhen de kan guo ni de blog ma?
(i have ntg to say, even if i do, i dont wanna say it)
dinner at sakae and arcade-d and icecream at swensens aft that! which put an end to a wonderful day((:
ntg much to blog abt right now.. dont wanna touch on THAT. so for now, that's all((:
LLJ;
10:06 AM;
10:06 AM;
Friday, July 04, 2008
okay i came online to blog but instead talked to debbie til the hp battery was like 9%, and i dont have very much time to blog now.
got back some of my papers alr. not too bad, did quite alright so far, thankfully. room for improvement, no doubt, but i'll settle. haha the worst is yet to come though... heh econs!
been doing some thinking recently. i dont know if i want all this cos i really want it for me or if i just want it cos i see other people ard me, and i think, gees i wish someone felt that way bout me too. which brings me to something else. whether those three, i picked cos i really liked and thought they looked good, or if i just settled for them so i'd have something to look forward to and just have the satisfaction of knowing that i do have those three. having said that, i dunno, guess i do light up when the sparks fly. is it real? or superficial? i dont know. maybe you shdn't go round looking cos sometimes the answer's right in front of you(or at least i hope heh)
shall blog again soon((: abt something more substantial.
im not sure anyone even reads this anw lol. haha pls tag or smth yeah?
got back some of my papers alr. not too bad, did quite alright so far, thankfully. room for improvement, no doubt, but i'll settle. haha the worst is yet to come though... heh econs!
been doing some thinking recently. i dont know if i want all this cos i really want it for me or if i just want it cos i see other people ard me, and i think, gees i wish someone felt that way bout me too. which brings me to something else. whether those three, i picked cos i really liked and thought they looked good, or if i just settled for them so i'd have something to look forward to and just have the satisfaction of knowing that i do have those three. having said that, i dunno, guess i do light up when the sparks fly. is it real? or superficial? i dont know. maybe you shdn't go round looking cos sometimes the answer's right in front of you(or at least i hope heh)
shall blog again soon((: abt something more substantial.
im not sure anyone even reads this anw lol. haha pls tag or smth yeah?
LLJ;
10:47 PM;
10:47 PM;