yes i know i havent been blogging in ages, i've been so busy, i dont know with what. havent even started studying yet.
nice to see that in my absence my two DARLINGS debbie and diane havent forgotten about me((: love you guys, catch up soon yes? "stranger" is very apt now, yes.
just finished my contributuion of the WR. kinda sucks, it takes up so much of your time, and it definitely doesnt help that even after your grp mates have done their share you've still gotta edit it. but yeah, i guess different people have different strengths and weaknesses.
the olympics are over and i dont know if i shd be sad or relieved. i think relieved more though, it was nice while it lasted. eating up too much of my time.. heh heh. my favourite national anthem is the RUSSIAN one. i've made up my mind. and not far behind are the french, german, spanish, italian ones. i very proudly can say that i knw the tune to each one of them and even more lol!
they showed the olympics on the plasma in the canteen at VJ. it was rally cool how so many people came down drg their breaks and (ahems)lectures to squeeze to catch a glimpse. especially when they showed michael phelps. the whole canteen was literally filled, and for that one minute or so, all heads were turned upward, all eyes squinting towards the screen, no one at all at the stalls, they were sompletely empty. quite a cool sight. haha, and yes, table tennis china vs singapore. could feel the tension amounting. we really do have a strong contingent of prcs eh? with relally high pitched screams haha. so we were cheering like crazy against each other. the majority came out disappointed, as expected.heh.

its gonna be a hectic next few weeks. i really need the time to get down to mugging, it's scary how EVERYONE is really starting to get serious abt their work and you havent really started.
i've got a ballet exam coming up too! i'm excited but yes, scared! ahhh, pressure.
i just feel like the thigs are gonna pile up and im gonna crumple beneath its weight. like im drowning, asphyxiated. going to anyway..
i just really need God's presence. been feeling almost disconnected and lost for quite some time now..just pray that he'll brg me through it all, that i'll do it the way he wants me to. sow to the spirit not to my sinful desires((: learnt that on sunday.
guess with this "reputation" of mine, in class anw, i really don't wanna be like that.

otherwise, all else is fine. heh, been getting my dose of eye candy hehe. essp today when the girls specially saved me a seat at a strategic location haha!
i'll try to blog more often, see how it goes!

LLJ;
8:56 PM;

this is so awesome, i wish i coulddance just half as good as her.
okay, to think that i can't even perfect my double pirouttes when she can do eight..




and check this out, its my current favourite song! the lead singers quite cute, i didnt know..

LLJ;
3:16 PM;

well well, its been one heck of a week.
i've just been so busy lately. or not exactly busy, i just have so many things to do that i don't know where to start, and end up doing nothing. i feel the pressure pressing against me, my heart's heavy(my eyelids too), it suffocates.
the work's piling up, the schedule too, more lessons, remedial, make up lessons, dance. everything's just so packed, i cant find the time for anything else. (PW, not to mention)
people are changing. it's really starting to get tough out there, really makes you wonder if you'r doing enough or not.
well, maybe its not that bad yet. i mean, i expect its gonna get way tougher, just gotta prepare myself for that.

it's been an interesting week.
on tuesday we had the talk. no, not that talk, that talk. haha about our results. abysmal results to be exact. what we're doing with our lives, what we're doing at VJ. scary how after these two fully packed years we're gonna go our seperate ways.

and on wednesday we had the VJ careers fair! yeahh it was awesome mostly because i was so high going ard the booths. it was an eye opening experience, not to mention an opportunity to collect free stuff! haha i took so many things, people were staring at me. heh, my friends all made fun of me. mr tan asked if i went shopping. went for the MAS talk. mas is cool, no? and followed kenickie to the SPF talk, which was really interesting although i have no intention of joining the police whatsoever. policemen are way cooler than bankers lol. would have gone for the finance forum except i had to go home to change and get ready for SAJC dnace concert, RAPTURE!
oh man it was AWESOME. firstly because i met sooo many people there! renee head prefect, clarice luo, jacintha, ben from cell, rachel lim, quite a few VJ people, and some pl lites whom i dont really remember the names of! the dancing was great. i WOULD HAVE almost been up there dancing with them too(yes i always wanted to go there last time haha). it was abit too emo at times but mostly good. they've got good hip hop, and energy. guest performances were soo great too! i miss our concert argh.

thats about all that was worth mentioning.

as of last week i decided that ignorance is bliss. it's working. i dont wanna know.

and as of today, i've decided to go back to debbie's advice and stop trying. working too!

i have an urge to upload barcelona pics on facebook ahhh!

there's a cute taiwanese exchange student in my school!

been spending more time at the library these days, i love it! kill THREE birds with one stone HEH HEH

okay okay, bye!

LLJ;
9:00 PM;