today was the last paper, chinese. im kinda afraid since this examination, i really didnt feel exam-like. my bad, hope it turns out alright though. i even feel abit like studying again now. okay, maybe not now, just soon, lol. headed off to parkway aft the paper to walk around before heading back for dance. we're preparing for open house this saturday. oh yes and met the guys while i was there. dancing was good, i have not sweat in so long.

gonna go out tmr shopping before dance, i need some retail therapy. unfortunately me shopping friend celine who's also itching to loosen those purse strings still has promos. that just means i'll have another day of shopping, with her! yeahh, but let me just say for the record that this time i will consider carefully before making any purchases. haha, yes yes i will.

it wont be fun and games for long though, pw and chinese coming up. sad, sad right?

this weeks a break from school apart from dance, which is a good thing. because like i told taiyi and peiying, right now, if i spend too much time with the class, i might end up turning lesbian. lol. okay a bit of over reacting which im sure will pass, but guess thats how i feel right now. so sick of it all. so done.

being in a mixed school for almost a year now, there are two opposing regions of thought. one, is that guys can be really nice, really good to talk to and to joke around with. really good company sometimes and enjoyable to be with. the gentlemenly ones and of cos the ones that make you all warm and fuzzy inside. and then there's the second, that somtimes they just put you off with their ways, so badly you can't imagine ever having to spend the rest of your life with any one guy. such is the pessimism that has recently consumed me, whether or not its just a phase.

okay, drama aside, i'll blog more often now so look forward to it. cant wait to go out, so whenever you people are free..

LLJ;
9:46 PM;

promos are coming up, study hard babes! all the best!
at present im not thinking of the day when proms end. but i've got a mental list of things to do after the promos, which im very sure will not be fully achieved because, bluntly put, life sucks sometimes. having to do stuff i really dont want to.

im in a really bad mood now. i wana meet celine, rekha, preethi, rachel, debbie and diane. now now now. show the love and get some in return. miss them to bits, grrr. tomorrow's celine's bday! whooop! dunno what shes gonna do, but i cant wait to go out with her to celebrate when we're free again! or shd i say free-er cos seriousy, when will we ever be free?

i don't know why i actually have a blog seeing as how im so anti-social. the scary part about it all is that, apart from what people might think of me. i actually dont mind. in fact, i like it sometimes, being alone and doing things myself. going out on my own and all. kinda loser-ish, i know. maybe its because people fail you sometimes. they become someone you dont want them to be. then maybe the fault lies within you, that you're so damn caught up with your ownselfish desires. maybe there just isnt anyone around you. i miss my friends. being anti social is one thing. it makes you knida lonely. like duh. i just feel like these past few day, maybe even weeks, or months, i've been so alone out there, no one really to talk to, no one who's just there. shutting out all these people around me and getting annoyed and all. argh! and surrounded by a groups of people who couldnt be any less immature and unchival and un-everything! GRRRR.

LLJ;
11:20 PM;