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Thursday, October 30, 2008

first and foremost, im happy to say that... chinese is finally over! so the staying at home, studying this week, all that its OVER! hope it all goes well though! now left with PW, and i'll be completely free! (well, almost anw.)haha i was really really high and happy just now but its died down, unfortunately. back to feeling misearble now:/

okay okay i know i havent blogged in awhile but im really inspired to blog again after reading some blogs. with te recent hooha and obssession with you-know-who, this post shall be about dance((:

i think dancing at studio wu has reignited that passion for dancing in me. contrary to the impression i might have accidently immpressed upon all of you (heh due to the over anthusiastic-ness, i've been enjoying dance not only because of andy okay! although i do admit, i enjoy his classes the most! he's the funniest and nicest and just the coolest to learn from. plus he'll sing really nicely for you to dance to lol.
but yeah, back to the main point, think i've started to enjoy dancing and classes again which is a good thing((: dancing now again helps me forget everything else, the problems around me, it makes me happppy!!!

been dancing quite frequently recently. theres studio wu(which im gonna go for everyday next week lol), theres ballet, and then theres conditioning, patrick's hiphop and andy's class in school. back to being a full time dancer! oh and btw this andy is a different one! NOT andy lee. yeahh, anw if you didnt know, patrick and andy cai, our two new instructors at school! awesome stuff.

today alone, we had patrick's class for two hours then andy's for another two. starting to get used to patrick's style i think. didnt really like it at first, but ohwell you've got to experiment with diferent things right? andy's class was a killer as usual. he took part in the dance floor btw. haha, its crazy, your body is just pushed to the limit. my thighs felt sooo heavy i couldnt even do a grand battement. and we did eight minutes of crutches pls! plus lots of turns and some partner work. again, his style is really different too and i think i need to get used to it.

speaking of patrick, how cool is this.. he picked WADE ROBSON up from the airport yesterday and today he's gonna have dinner with him! superr coooool. i wanna go for danz war this saturday night errghhhh!!!

gonna be really upset once my one month pass at studio wu ends! dont think im gonna continue it cos theres the attachment, dance at sch, extra ballet for exams, plus all the holiday stuff. and im still contemplating the 15 classes thing, no money laaa. but that would mean.. no more andy's class! how? diane goes for his classes you know!

while we're on the andy thing, i think his "story" is really cool. i wonder why the "late bloomers" always turn out to be pros, while those that satrt from young mostly die off eventually.(like me) guess they have the passion. they actually dare to pursue it and they work hard at it and all. well yeahh, so andy.. really admire how he followed his dream, left his job to beicome an entertainer, to sing and dance and do what he loves best. really bold of him. deserves respect heh.

many of us just do whats practical, what pays. well, in my case, i dont even really know what i really love doing. dont really have a fixed, clear dream, dont really know what i wanna do. like that how? ntg to follow also. all the decisions i've made so far have just been like, ni shui xin zou. no clear direction, you knw?

haiyah, but in the meantime....
haha ME AND DIANE are future DANCING ACCOUTANTS! and we each love our EYECandy and BABYMILO! whoooots! i think we almost went siao these past few days talking about them. talked to her for 44min and 10sec. lol! cant wait to go dancing with her again, like old times((:
we're both damn sian now. i think its withdrawal, dont have them to "gei wo ni de ai" lol!

heh okayyyy, blog again soon!

LLJ;
10:34 PM;

Friday, October 17, 2008

haha okay forget what i said just now. i like hiphop sometimes, especially when ANDY's teaching it! HAHAHA! yeah he's really cool and friendly. and omg, damn shuai when he was singing with SOUL pls! whoots! damn high now((: haha new obsession, watching their videos on youtube, frm so long ago since diane's milubing. OMG> MELTS* cant wait to go for andy and yutaki dance class with diane!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAA! happiness((:

LLJ;
10:45 PM;


after project work is over, i promise, im gonna scream for JOY and totally immerse myself with FUN FUN stuff. its just such a chore, seriously. these holidays are gonna be really memorable, or at least i intend to make them. they'll be jam-packed with activities and i'll be surrounded by people i love, and even if im alone, i just wanna be away from school and all the complications and from all thats sucking me down and squashing me into nothing just for awhile. im gonna enjoy myself, promise.

i've successfully survived one week of chinese+projectwork. im so glad that written report is over, oral presentation, here we come! dunno if i'll be able to cope with them both, plus they're my two hated hated subjects.

today after chinese, we headed to pt for promo result analysis, haha like what the heck right? then we had special ct, which really was just so we could collect our results slip and carry chairs to the hall for the uni admission talk tmmr. talked abt op and i&r for awhile too. didnt make much improvement on my score thing, i dont knw how you count it and how much more i have to do to get a better grade. but its okay, and i think i make it to uni, lol!

after that our class, of most of it, headed t parkway for lunch. as usual we couldnt decide where to eat, really hard to please everyone when theres so many pple. should compliment daniel though, for being the gentleman that he always is and sparring a thought for everyone to find the place that best suited our demands, even though SOME of us were really fussy and fickle. LOL. in the end, we just bought our own food and sat by the fountain outside, damn cute heh. bubbletea-d too!

dance got cancelled so i came home. im going for hiphop class tonight with fangxiao! yeah yeah its only for a month at studio wu, and we can attend as many classes as we like. its okay, except i really am not very good at it and its quite embarrassing with ppl you dont knw. we've got a hiphop instructor for dance in school too. two lessons so far. i think i've come to realise that i dont like hiphop. im more into ballet, and all the polished, pulled up steps especially the really proud stylish kind.

trying to save money cos in the first place i dont have very much to begin with, gonna save it to go shopping aft the 7th of november! ooh and i wanna watch quantum of solace, im just not that into you and high school musical 3!(dont laugh)

tuesday was founders day so i went back to pl, and tgt with celine and kimberley, got our prizes. no one told us anything so we had no idea what to do, and finally just as the thing was about to start, they said we had to go to the staff room to put on the gown and the hat thing. grrrr. and the whole presentation thing was like... the bishop couldnt put the ribbon over the hat so i just held it. and then i was trying to balance he hat, and we couldnt really bow after that. quite cheapskate la the thing, such a small medal, it looks like a coin. and i got a book called science and grace, which is abt science and religion, like huh?!

but ohh! i met sharon there! as in sharon my senior in sec 4 when i was in sec 1! sharon the d'arts super noisy one! lol! like, COOL RIGHT! she's teaching in the primary school! haha got a shock when i saw her there. and omg, i just realised that their batch are like twenty now. gosh, cant imagine being twenty, seem like so long more but its only three years!

well, i guess thats abt all for this week. was talking that they to someone and she was like talkings abt all the stff she regrets this year. gosh, i shall blog abt that another time. but ya, you knw they say in calendars smth like, yesterday is history, tommorrow is a mystery and today is a present or whatever? i will enjoy what im doing now, no matter how i hate it, just like ms loh says. so i'll look past it, forget bout all that conflict, and let it go, not be shackled by anything((:

LLJ;
3:40 PM;

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

got my promo results back, all of them. think i did quite okay. either better or as bad as i expected, not worse, so thats something. gotta be thankful considering i could have done alot alot worst. but theres still room for improvement, particularly in GP and chinese. and econs, and actually all of them. chinese alevels less than a month away now! so thats it.

open house on saturday was kinda fun. i was abit sick and sneezing, but it kinda cleared up when we were gonna dance. did our year one item and must say i think i looked quite retarded in my costume. it was good, clean, good crowd and cheers though i think mostly it was frm vj ppl. did mass dance with the other dancers, and happened to see deb's jlo there!(you better appreciate the secrecy ahh) haha funny, saw him drg whiny whiny and immediately got taiyi to confirm. too bad you didnt come watch me dance deb, could have done the friendship dance with him haha!
well, among other highlights, i was my usual self and coped whatever frree stuff i could get, which included 3 coffees, 2 welcome packs, and an icecream! didnt see any pl girls but some familiar faces. ooh and the car and the simulator was pretty cool i guess. and the opening ceremony, they played the f1 tune, mr chan waved the chequered flag, mr fong sped past in the audi while menglu dressed all sexy like those grid girls. funny.

well, so sec4s, come to vj! its been a fun year. though many times i've had second thoughts, even til now. discounting all that its the best i can get i suppose. plus its been a somewhat good year nonetheless, close one eye.

last night saw some of william's sr friends, and duno if im prejudiced or what, but they look really cool, and it made me think we're actually such noobs. even at pl we were all guai and sheltered.

this one week of lessons is abit pointless if you ask me. grrr. hmmm, ntg much happened today. got back gp paper, lectures which were a waste of time. dance. oh and i ate so much today, it was as if i were pregnant. literally couldnt stop eating. so fat now, and im still hungry lol. there was the global challenge thing which we didnt win obviously. and weian went to tell leonard that i want to climb the rock wall omg! nooooo! so malu okayyyy weiiiiannnnn. but i do wanna rockclimb with deb((:

i've really been playing the piano and not trying but..
saw the 2* carbocation(lol WHAT) and he had his hair down, abit funny. my friend says he's been spending alot of time with this girl!
and the 1* carbocation! haha i know its becoming wayyy too obvious. haha like everyone knows omg! well, warm and fuzzy ahahah! hot hot, no doubt! *smiles

LLJ;
10:12 PM;