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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I'm sick. fever, cold, shivering, aching, sorethroat, yeah the usual.
just as work ended somemore, need to wait abit before enjoying hols again.
damn, i probably caught it from mum, debbie, someone from work or someone in dance.

URGH.
im aching from this thing that i've caught + i'm aching from andy's class
can't differentiate them but TOGETHER, you have a DOUBLE dose of aches UURRGGH!
its hard to sit down and climb the stairs and even walk.
i feel hot now, and my eyes are swollen.

well i prayed that the sickness would hold back until after this morning's dance, so guess im facing the consequences. didnt dance very well today, sorry.

i hope it subsides by tmmr. but mummy said if it doesnt, we wont go out, but we'll go borrow videos and eat at hongkong cafe nearby, which suits me just fine((:

okay, lots more stuff to do, provided i get better soon!

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recently been coming online quite alot ahh. and nothing really to do. been looking at blogs, and facebook and all. damn STALKER, omg i have to stop. heh

LLJ;
8:14 PM;

Saturday, November 22, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE! lauren loves you, can't wait to celebrate with you guys((:

SO, i survived one week of working for mr. prime minister! well, ok, not DIRECTLY for him. but i do help indirectly i hope. heh. that's why they call it the pmo right? basically been doing lots of reading and typing. its almost like extra-credit gp, reading articles on population/migration etc. ermm i guess its a good experience. after all the initial deliberation, anxiety, hope and excitement, im not sure if i regret taking up the internship. another week to go. and it's clashing with a lot of my committments in school. well, actually only dance laa.

im suddenly very ON about dance. school wise, actually wished i could attend all the conditioning, patrick's hip hop, andy's crazy classes, everything! arghhhh. guess it's cause i realised since friday's audition that i really have to buck up if i wanna keep up with the rest of the dancers. in every aspect. theres always this element of fear because i think i can't pull of the steps the way andy wants me too, which is kinda scary although, ok, as he claims, he's a nice guy. lol. but okay. i will buck up, for them as much as for me((:

and ballet! need to improve too! practised awhile this morning outside my house. my mum kept laughing at me and she said the neighbours would think im mad! what to do? thats the biggest open area, plus, can look at my reflection in the glass doors! haha but quite paiseh la. as the guy came round to collect rubbish i kinda stopped, cos, you knw, a bit awkward la. and he said Hi.. lols/

ytd i went for dance auditions for syf in the mrg. then went for work later. then at night went all the way to the other end of singapore! clementi. laura's house! haha. lauren laura lorraine and pee hua! and wei an came back later! had lots of fun at her beautiful place. we even climbed out the window and lay on the roof under the night sky, looking at the clouds((: quite a romantic place i must say. quite scary too when the tiles move as you step on them. there was nice food and nice cake and nice company! enjoyed myself((: HAPPY EIGHTEENTH LAURA((:

haha talked and talked until it was too late for me to take the mrt home, so cabbed, and it was like the most expensive cab fare ever! they stayed over at her place but i couldnt)): so yeah, missed out on the juicy gossips. had to leave just as they were getting started. WEIAN told me SHOCKING news abt someone just as the cab came around. and i was like DARN! AGAIN the story cannot continue! haha anw, the news is sure to shock and devastate two people out there, who MIGHT see this. quite hard to keep it to myself larh, so called diane to tell her an she was like, LIKE I CARE! lols got home and i wished deb on the dot at 00:00 hours!

well okay, thats about all for this week. busy busy.
AND IM ACHING NOW! WHYY AH? must be cos i havent been dancing for so long, even andy's very MILD class yesterday also cannot tahan. sighs.
and the whole thing about the A and 4 letters ah..haiyah. dunno what i want man. how?

LLJ;
5:23 PM;

Thursday, November 13, 2008

whoo finally got some time off to blog again!
the past few days have been power-packed days i tell you!

ok saw this in someone's blog: one of the perks of being single is that you get plenty of time writing meaningless blog on your sad tragic love life and publicise to the whole world.
wahahawhawhaha, exactly what im gonna do now((:

just some highlights then/
last friday; spent a quiet day by myself which included a delicious subway meal. just to get my mind straight, gather my thoughts. met up with diane and debbie at night. ate pepper lunch at the food court cos diane was on a budget. dessert at delifrance. talked abt stuff, relationships(if you can even call them that) and what not. just thankful to have people like them. and DEBBIE, i love you for standing up for me, for using your strongest tool(ahaha your arguing) for me. i still cant bring myself to see it, but im touched. just knowing what you did makes me feel better((: hope it all works out for the three of us, and for taiyi too(LOL). but if not, we'll go on with the plan to hire the cute ang moh guy yeah? hehehe. love you guys((:

monday; watched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! haha it was soo awesome, even though admittedly i wasnt as excited initially as i was for the second one. and it was kinda cliched, i mean its a disney movie right.. but it was still really good the choreo and all! love seeing troy and gabriella together and how sweet they are, and it just made me think about how i dont have that or anything near that. how, right now, i wish so much that life would be like a high school musical. all the happy endings, no complications, problems that eventually work themselves out. and i wish a hot, charming zac efron would call me up to the rooftop to invite me to prom and to dance the waltz with me up there until it rains. (and then later have our clothes dry up almost immediately as we go back to class LOL) yeah, definitely some jealousy and longing there.

tues; conditioning again. not quite as good since i was still aching from ballet on sunday and conditioning the previous day. my muscles almost felt like they were gonna rip apart. went shopping for work clothes for my internship next week aft that. went for adrian's class at night. and he made us do the SAME exercise thing for your abs which i did that morning! GRRRR. good class though, i think adrian was feeling sexy or smth, from his choreo to what he was wearing, HAHA((:

wed; went "swimming"(well, i can't really swim) at celine's. sentosa cove((: then sushi buffet at sakae. ohman, i tell you im still so full from it now. her brother drove us out in his sports car(was it?). haha sitting in the front seat was quite an experience, given how fast he accelerates, lol! like holding on for dear life, heh. and in the evening, met DIANE to go for dance again! my last dance class at studio wu, i might add. or at least for now. andy's class. nice way to end my one month of classes at studio wu. it has been a $128.40 well spent((:
haha couldnt really catch the steps, dunno why. and omg, so malu, there was one part that i did super fast and he was like staring at me lol! but andy was super funny though, esp trying to sing the "honestly.. i believe.." part. hehe((:

dont think i can continue classes anymore)): next 2 weeks there's work. maybe holiday the week after. ballet's gonna be twice a week for exams. and dance in school's gonna get more intense. ahhh. and right now my legs need a well deserved break i think. but i do wanna continue going back there)):

the initial excitement abt EYECandy has died down i think. no more searching for his videos online. no longer an obssession. seeing him yesterday, there were no feelings. no excitement. at some point it might even have been dislike. haha i said it'd be over on wednesday. i wasnt sad, or disappointed. but then when i think abt it, i kinda find myself not wanting to let go. wanting to continue. like when i think abt him smiling and waving goodbye((: haha. and all the silly things he does. and how he looked at you. whats worse is that i dont even know what i expect out of this. you know ultimately, all its ever gonna be is a crush that one day youll look back on and laugh at. i think i need time. you'll be a memory. a good one((:

told you it'd be a meaningless post abt my sad tragic lovelife right? lol.




some pictures from yesterday

and listen to this.
dont bother watching it. just listten, such a nice emo song. i like.
haha been hooked ever since andy used it for his choreo. whooo!

LLJ;
12:31 PM;

Thursday, November 06, 2008

i need a drink.

CHEERS, to the end of PW. and effectively, the official end of my school year! its been one heck of a year, and all i can say is that im trying, to make it better, to make me better. bare with me((:
pw went alright, with no major slip ups from what i saw. hope i didnt stumble too much though. thought my pwmates did well too! really glad to have had worked with you guys! for now though, its a much needed closure to a subject that swayed so many different ways. off (wii) go! heh.


CHEERS, to our ballet results! dont really know how the rest did, but i think i did fair enough, considering. joni thinks that for my standard i shd have gotten a 78, but i fell short of that 3 marks. lol. luckily still made it for a distinction((: congrats to zifang who got sooo high! im satisfied. know im not your typical ballerina. im not built like one, yeah yeah if you know me you'd knw what i mean. seriously. dont have the physique, the posture, and that natural technicality. haha but its okay! it is an improvement of ten marks from my previous majors. more mature now i think. lol. xiao xuan! lets jiayou for grade 8 okay! my two beloved partners below!((:


CHEERS to Felipe Massa for a job well done! although you didnt win, i thought you gave it a good shot. my heart goes out to all the ferrari guys for the epic defeat, but kudos for the hard work, for not giving up, we almost made it happen..again! must admit, i do miss the days of michael schumacher and ross brawn, when (almost) everything ran like clockwork, everything was spot-on, strategies calculated to perfection. many slip ups this season that should have been avoided. but ohwell, i continue to support the prancing horse!

CHEERS to d&d(dinner and dance) with diane! went for andy's class with diane yesterday. and she claims to have learnt the same choreo four times. at least it's a nice song and a nice person teching yeah? lol havent seen her in ages!! had dinner had hong kong cafe aft that. looking for hiphop stuff but didnt find. cant wait to meet her and debbie tmr to have a good and nice chat((: love you guys omg!!!





CHEERS to bridge! its made our class an oficial gambling dent. everyone's playing it lol. anytime, anywhere. 16 of us had lunch at hong kong cafe the other day and we ALL started playing lol. really cool sight. played today at the food court at parkway too. and aft op outside the science labs. and while we were rehearsing for op. and really just whenevver we're free(or not) and wherever we wont get caught((: HEHE.

and CHEERS to this sore-ness and emptiness that im feeling right now. im gonna spend a day by myself tomorrow, i've decided. just feel abit jaded. like i cant be bothered, and dont have the mood for many things right now. thinking of EYECandy makes me sore, emotionless. ahhh i dont know.

CHEERS ANW((:

LLJ;
10:26 PM;

Sunday, November 02, 2008

yoyoyo!
straigt to the point. last night, me and the dance peeps, 14 of us headed down to ST JAMES POWERHOUSE for DANZ WAR! no, we did NOT sneak in.
well well, met for dinner first and on our way there, saw william! haha i think i was high alr, with all the anticipation and i kinda shouted out for him lol. sorry lahh. anw, it being our virgin attempt to a club, we were quite suaku, not really sure where to go and all. followed the crowds((: and the queue was so long! we didnt even know we had to queue and were just standing ard at first. hah. and when we finally got in, man it was sooo crowded. luckily, me julynn and peiying squeezed through to stand on the sofa, quite a good view from there.

err, so. it wasnt that big a deal going into a club aft you get past the initial excitement. furthermore the event was just so-so and that didnt help.. but i did enjoy myself((: WADE ROBSON was one of the judges! (the only credible one i feel) the dancing was quite good. some groups were really amazing and some were umm less. haha spotted adrian(studio wu) dancing up there, and i thought his group, dance wise was one of the best(maybe even THE best)! haha and yeahh he looked quite cute too((: quite liked the group in black as well. kudos to them all, but personally i wouldnt have picked the eventual winners as one of the better ones.

okayy..been keeping this part back this whole time. the highlight for me, apart from seeing wade robson and hearing his comments, was when SOUL performed! ohmann i think they did an awesome job! platinum did really well dancing too! yeahh really enjoyed the two of them, but okay, back to SOUL! yes, SOUL, the superband one. dont look at me like that, i DO enjoy chinese music sometimes okay. heh heh

SOUL! my first time seeing them perform, and i thought the singing and dancing were both great! awesome stuff man.(despite the accident lol) damn high watching them sing jing wu men(isit?). screaming like siao! but now i regret a lil not paying closer attention to their performance, starting to miss it alr)): tried to take pictures but they kept moving lol. awww, wish i could see them sing again though! and yes, i know you know that i really especially wanted to see ANDY! andy was so cool pls! he sings really really really good. haha he was all clad in the typical chinese boyband kinda wierdd clothes, with strange details everywhere, but boy, he still rocked the stage man! and i still thought he looked really awesome((:

after the thing we kinda hung ard the stage hoping to take some shots with them. they wanted to meet wade robson, and me.. well me too(HEH). peiying was helping me call andy out for a photo but he kept talking to those people inside, and all we could do was try to get a shot of him through the big crowd of people. evetually left cos they were chasing us out. it was kinda lame that we all had to leave and only those above 18 could re-enter. but ohwells.

saw adrain outside, dragged peiying to take photo with him too. lol. he cant rmb us but ohwell, only attended his class twice. hanging ard and looking out for a tall guy with blonde hair. starting walking off, and i was not sad although i would have liked to just say hi to andy haha. but i walked off satisfied, having alr seen them perform.

as luck would have it, there they were, the three of them, at the carpark! haha peiying was urging me on haha, plucked up the courage to ask him for a photo, and he said cannn. i think he was drinking apple juice? lol, smelled like la. anw he put his bottle in the plastic bag down. and so finally got a shot with him. and his phone was like vibrating in his pocket heh. he said he knew who i was, but yeahh.. not so sure bout that, he probably just didnt wanna hurt my feelings((: okay i told him he sang really well. and then we left, with me slightly more then satisfied aft that((:

haha okay. its a pity i always smile really badly and act really wierdly ard these kinda pple. like, that guy from rmun, and like when i met CHRIS DAUGHTRY. as such, the photo is really not tht great.

andy!
us and adrian
the man himself, wade robson
soul performing
adrain's group




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told you i looked funny right..
gushed to diane, william and fangxiao abt it on my way back in the train.

my pm on msn is.. im proud to announce that this obsession is firmly under control. lols, py, diane, and xiaoxuan have all disagreed! but really i assure you, it is. i wasnt even that high last night. i could definitely have been alot worse okay!((:

LLJ;
2:47 PM;