Million years since i've blogged ehh?
not gonna bore you with minute details of my very boring life, honestly, im too lazy anyways.
one paragraph to sum up what im feeling now:
kinda sad going to school. i miss my friends. i miss going out. so many things i wanna do that i can't. constantly living in fear of certain people, very careful not to cross any lines. keeping distances to avoid getting hurt. dance/syf/dance/dance/dance/dance. do this do that. an OKAY ballet exam that could've gone better. cts that were good in the good areas yet extremely bad in the bad parts. yet clinging on to whatever optimism and hope that's left inside of me.
