Thursday, June 11, 2009
HEHE i just read Adam Lambert's rolling stones interview woohoo! if you havent already done so, and you're not anti-adam i'd advise you to go read it as well! you'll be taken aback(in a good way) by his openess. he speaks bout his past and his sexuality with such boldness and without shame. and he says what he thinks, not worrying bout what people are gonna say its refreshing, you dont get celebrities like that. enjoyable article, no doubt!
i especially like the part where he talks abt kris HAHA! how when they got put in the same room he was like, oh no they put me with the cute one..distracting! he describes him as "nice, nonchalant, pretty, and totally my type" LOL ttm! yeah, but obviously he's married and 100% straight, so too bad for adam. HAHA both of them are so cute!
so obsessed with adam and his gay self now. i think i have this thing for gay men, honestly. there's adam, clay aiken, that brothers and sisters character, the swimmer, reiken and chip(amazing race, long time ago), wentworth miller.. its a certain affinity, gay couples are sweet haha. (btw i saw his kissing pics too!) too bad for us they're gay..
anw, im listening to adam and kris on youtube now. the internet is amazing, the things you can do and find heh heh..
cant seem to write well these few days, sorry for the not up to standard posts! hope i snap out of this soon.
i especially like the part where he talks abt kris HAHA! how when they got put in the same room he was like, oh no they put me with the cute one..distracting! he describes him as "nice, nonchalant, pretty, and totally my type" LOL ttm! yeah, but obviously he's married and 100% straight, so too bad for adam. HAHA both of them are so cute!
so obsessed with adam and his gay self now. i think i have this thing for gay men, honestly. there's adam, clay aiken, that brothers and sisters character, the swimmer, reiken and chip(amazing race, long time ago), wentworth miller.. its a certain affinity, gay couples are sweet haha. (btw i saw his kissing pics too!) too bad for us they're gay..
anw, im listening to adam and kris on youtube now. the internet is amazing, the things you can do and find heh heh..
cant seem to write well these few days, sorry for the not up to standard posts! hope i snap out of this soon.
LLJ;
4:16 PM;
4:16 PM;
Sunday, June 07, 2009
I don't know you, but I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me, and always fool me
And I can't react
Games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat
And point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice
You had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me, and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat
And point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice
You had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly
Sing your melody
I'll sing it loud
All the more for that
Words fall through me, and always fool me
And I can't react
Games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat
And point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice
You had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me, and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat
And point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice
You had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly
Sing your melody
I'll sing it loud
LLJ;
6:17 PM;
6:17 PM;
finding out more and more bout you everyday and it just keeps getting better. everything you do just seems so right. there's nothing you do that i wanna find fault with. the things that you say, i emphathise. the things you like, i've liked or still like. your favourite song, i have the lyrics printed out in my file. your favourite bands, i've bought the albums, i've sang the songs. your favourite team, its been my one and only. its never waivered though its much more subdued now. i was once almost as passionate as you are. the way you talk abt them, it's exactly the way i feel but fail to express verbally. when you symphathise with them i do to in the same way. too bad you wont be interested. too bad for the complications. and too bad for my lack of boldness.
LLJ;
5:03 PM;
5:03 PM;
Monday, June 01, 2009
Fat and fatter
celebrated peiying's eighteenth on friday. rushing to write her card in the toilet while they told her that i changed into my pe attire and was changing back again lol. we got her a pretty pink short sexy skirt, a necklace and a fan, hope she likes it!
took pictures in the canteen!
aft school, peiying, andrea, kailing, pris, huishan and i rushed to parkway swensens to make it in time for the one for one lunch! made it in this time abt 130+ unlike our previous attempt when the queue was too long. lots of delicious food((: had the banana crumble pan thing soooo good and deadly sinful. by then it was almost 230 and we got the student deal 9.80 for two sundaes! knowing me the cheapo-bargain-hunter-love-to-cheat-people's-money, i was super excited to have "cheated"(not really) their money lol. very full and satisfied and happy aft that plus we only payed twelve bucks for our very scrumptious meal((: we should do it again..
hope you enjoyed yourself peiying dearest! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope you had a good one. you dont knw how thankful i am to have you around, LOVE YOU((:
got home to change and went out to meet nic to catch Anna Karenina by the finnish ballet at the esplanade! saw some vj ppl at citylink but they didnt see us haha. sent a frantic, excited sms to kailing, which i think i should stop doing so often(sorry!) lol.
ANW, the ballet was abt Anna who's in a loveless marriage. she falls for this other guy but she loves her son too much so she returns to them. and then that guy tries to commit suicide cos she left him. and cut the story short, Anna loses her son, her guy and finally her life as well. at least thats what i understood, haha got abit lost at times. but always feel like some high class socialite watching these kinda things((:
such a tragic ending though. funny thing, me, nic and nic's friend abigail, all of us wore red dresses. and apparently we're all single and have sad desperate love lives(lol). how apt in keeping with the theme of the show... anw the ballet and choreo was good. some were alot better than others and it showed. the set was stunning! amazing stuff complete with an actual train that moves on/off/around stage and that you can go in and out of, and beautiful backdrops. much too often i didnt know what was going on but ohwell im not the lit type, enjoyed myself either way! THANKS NIC!
walked ard esplanade a bit super romantic. the three of us wear red dress somemore..
yesterday was DANCE HANDOVER, and it was soooo AWESOME AND GLAM AND TOTALLY COOL. thanks juniors! it's seriously like the best handover in all of vj. haha, jealous?
had this amazing race kinda thing first around city hall, vt, merlion and all, quite fun luh my group came in first! cabbed to tanah merah country club which is the secret destination that we all alr knew abt. haha, they place is super nice ttm! even the toilets were spacious and had towels and hairdryers and all. had a nice bath haha((: the juniors all dressed up so pretty and formal and NO ONE TOLD US WE WERE SUPPOSED TO LOOK SO NICE! yeah so abit under dressed. lots of food and i ate like crap! touching and funny videos, handing over, zi high dancing karaoke and taking pics like mad...
yay i love dance club and the dancers. at the end of everything, i think its you guys who've made this journey worth it. all the hard work and time spent and all the times i complained, really dont mean anything to me anymore. im so glad to be part of such an amazing team. and to have such great juniors who are so nice to us! even though we have not spent much time tgt, and although we may have had our doubts at the beginning. i've seen how much passion yall have for the club, it may be tough now but its a short time you'll spend here so just enjoy it you'll have no regrets at the end. thanks so much for an awesome handover, i wished it had gone on for the rest of the night and never ended. Shan and the exco, look aft the club well alright((: jiayou!
ok long post, shall blog again tmmr!
celebrated peiying's eighteenth on friday. rushing to write her card in the toilet while they told her that i changed into my pe attire and was changing back again lol. we got her a pretty pink short sexy skirt, a necklace and a fan, hope she likes it!
took pictures in the canteen!
aft school, peiying, andrea, kailing, pris, huishan and i rushed to parkway swensens to make it in time for the one for one lunch! made it in this time abt 130+ unlike our previous attempt when the queue was too long. lots of delicious food((: had the banana crumble pan thing soooo good and deadly sinful. by then it was almost 230 and we got the student deal 9.80 for two sundaes! knowing me the cheapo-bargain-hunter-love-to-cheat-people's-money, i was super excited to have "cheated"(not really) their money lol. very full and satisfied and happy aft that plus we only payed twelve bucks for our very scrumptious meal((: we should do it again..
hope you enjoyed yourself peiying dearest! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope you had a good one. you dont knw how thankful i am to have you around, LOVE YOU((:
got home to change and went out to meet nic to catch Anna Karenina by the finnish ballet at the esplanade! saw some vj ppl at citylink but they didnt see us haha. sent a frantic, excited sms to kailing, which i think i should stop doing so often(sorry!) lol.
ANW, the ballet was abt Anna who's in a loveless marriage. she falls for this other guy but she loves her son too much so she returns to them. and then that guy tries to commit suicide cos she left him. and cut the story short, Anna loses her son, her guy and finally her life as well. at least thats what i understood, haha got abit lost at times. but always feel like some high class socialite watching these kinda things((:
such a tragic ending though. funny thing, me, nic and nic's friend abigail, all of us wore red dresses. and apparently we're all single and have sad desperate love lives(lol). how apt in keeping with the theme of the show... anw the ballet and choreo was good. some were alot better than others and it showed. the set was stunning! amazing stuff complete with an actual train that moves on/off/around stage and that you can go in and out of, and beautiful backdrops. much too often i didnt know what was going on but ohwell im not the lit type, enjoyed myself either way! THANKS NIC!
walked ard esplanade a bit super romantic. the three of us wear red dress somemore..
yesterday was DANCE HANDOVER, and it was soooo AWESOME AND GLAM AND TOTALLY COOL. thanks juniors! it's seriously like the best handover in all of vj. haha, jealous?
had this amazing race kinda thing first around city hall, vt, merlion and all, quite fun luh my group came in first! cabbed to tanah merah country club which is the secret destination that we all alr knew abt. haha, they place is super nice ttm! even the toilets were spacious and had towels and hairdryers and all. had a nice bath haha((: the juniors all dressed up so pretty and formal and NO ONE TOLD US WE WERE SUPPOSED TO LOOK SO NICE! yeah so abit under dressed. lots of food and i ate like crap! touching and funny videos, handing over, zi high dancing karaoke and taking pics like mad...
yay i love dance club and the dancers. at the end of everything, i think its you guys who've made this journey worth it. all the hard work and time spent and all the times i complained, really dont mean anything to me anymore. im so glad to be part of such an amazing team. and to have such great juniors who are so nice to us! even though we have not spent much time tgt, and although we may have had our doubts at the beginning. i've seen how much passion yall have for the club, it may be tough now but its a short time you'll spend here so just enjoy it you'll have no regrets at the end. thanks so much for an awesome handover, i wished it had gone on for the rest of the night and never ended. Shan and the exco, look aft the club well alright((: jiayou!
ok long post, shall blog again tmmr!
LLJ;
7:59 PM;
7:59 PM;