MICHAEL SCHUMACHER!! ohman ohman its michael schumacher!! ahhhhhh! please let him pass all his medical tests! okay i cant take it anymore, im so excited for my dearest SCHUMI((:

LLJ;
9:39 AM;

GET WELL SOON FELIPE MASSA
my prayers are with you

this weekend's hungarian grand prix was no doubt overshadowed by massa's freak accident, which goes to show again fast cars come with their dangers. really sad what happened to massa, hope he gets well soon cos he's gonna be a dad! pity too, since judging by the pace of kimi raikkonen's ferrari, he could have potentially done very well at the race, catch up in the championship title esp with the perforamnce of the front runners brawn and redbull at the hungaroring. my heart goes out to you felipe massa, sorry for what happened.

speaking of that accident, how can a bloody spring weigh one whole kg, how can it be blown from (four seconds x 100+kmh) away to hit him exactly on the head, and how on earth can it break through all the carbon fibre of the helmet?? humph.

sad news for ferrari but at least it was a good drive by kimi raikkonen to finish second from 7th on the starting grid. no mistakes as far as i could see, except for the delay at his second pit stop. not sure what happened, lapse of concentration? dont know.

the race was won really at the start, hamilton and raikkonen stormed off the start with their kers button although he did meet with abit of traffic. then it was with the help of alonso's retirement and mistake at webber's 1st pitstop that pushed him up to second place. aft that the race went on without much trouble. i must say good pace especially drg the first two stints. kudos to ferrari too! second place is still a good result, and realistically speaking, there wasnt much chance of overtaking hamilton, esp aft that 2nd pitstop. with that delay of about 3 seconds, and the performance of the hard compound tyres. ohwell.

yeah yeah so hamilton's drive was flawless but kimi's was nearly too lah. (omg, btw did you see nicole pcd in the garage lol!)

it's a bit sad what happened to alonso too. aft finally making it to pole position.. and if he does get suspended for the loose tyre and misses the next grand prix..his home grand prix!

but yepp, you know who im supporting. heh. whats gonna happen to massa's spot now? ahhh i hope things work out for them and they continue to improve! and i hope massa doesnt suffer any serious permanent damage to his brain or eye or whatever((:

LLJ;
8:28 PM;

Ballet under the stars
(yes, the stars and not the stairs)

i texted lauretta that i was going for ballet under the stars and she thought it was a typo, that i meant ballet under the stairs. which, come to think of it, makes alot less sense. then her dad said it was just codeword for meeting my boyfriend under the stairs. which is like, really odd, no? lol((:

BUTS was good. dancing was awesome, the ambience, not so. i know it sounds romantic and all, watching graceful and pretty classical ballet, having a picnic under the night sky, laying down on picnic mats... yeah right. first and foremost, there were no stars. (there are never any stars) it was so crowded and hot, it was a huge mass of people squeezed onto that field, i tell you. and SOME people just had to be spoilspots and put the blame on the teenagers. everyone wants to get a good view la, deal with it. seeing as you were older, you should've been more civilised and been gracious about it. damnit we offered you our spot pls? Anw, i kinda think many of the young kids there didnt really appreciate the performances, they were just there for the gimmick. nice picnic with some entertainment.

pity, cos the dancing was BEAUTIFUL((: even some of the preshow items were really good. shanice was just amazing! (on top of being so cute)phoebe and joy too. the actual show was awesome also la! love classical ballet((: i admire those dancers who can dance on pointe for such a long piece and still look like its so effortless. and the guys who jump as thought theres some invisible force lifting them up.

ahh well, as is aft every ballet concert i attend, i wanna get back to dancing ballet again. i know i've said that grade 8 will be my last, that i won't continue dancing under anyone else but mrs lim. but i cant seem to get closure. i played around with the thought many times now. i love it and i miss it. and anw, i think it might be good for my fats. (hehe) met joni there as well and i hope we can really go for her killer classes soon, while i can still try to squeeze into my leotards!

LLJ;
4:47 PM;

yesterday sef passed me a present to pass to julynn. would only see her aft school so i carried it ard with me. and stupid me, got distracted by the THICK booklet of chemistry papers i received that i left it in the science lab. continued with lecture then headed to parkway parade which was when py asked me, where's the present? AHHH!

mad panic. so the plan was to call julynn to go retrieve her pressie, but i couldnt call her and anw she left sch alr. die.. got hs to call jr to help me find it. and kind soul he was, went thru all the effort to search in the lab, lt and general office. no sign of it.. at this point i was really worried and cursing myself alr.

guilty so i went back to check for myself. went to the lab, and yes it wasnt there AHHHH. i prayed on the way for God to calm my heart and help me find it. as always he answered my prayers and the it was with one of the lab techs. omg, luckily, i would have been soooo sorry if i misplaced sef's present which he entrusted to me lol.

God works in a million little ways. he's always faithful and his mercies are new every morning. he's always there for me and is ready to work miracles anytime, even on the most trivial of things! whenever in doubt, stress, anger, sadness, despair, no hope, just turn to him and he'll be there!((:

LLJ;
11:32 AM;

i can't wait for ferrari to get back to winning ways again. a third place last night and frequent glimpses of schumi in the pit lane were enough to remind me of the good old days, where i would stand when they played the german and italian national anthem for the glorious michael schumacher and know the exact tune.

the title might be out of reach this season unless we can find a sudden burst of speed and technical intelligence. someone smart calculating pit/ fuel strategies. they need to find their reliability too. kimi's retirement was disappointing, he would have scored some decent points if he hung in there. but anw, it was a hard fought and well deserved podium finish for massa. first of the season! did really well to stay in front of the likes of barrichello and vettel drg his 2nd/1st stints, despite having an obviously slower car. he used his "special button" well lol.

good job to the team, one of the few times this season with no obvious mistakes pit wise and strategy wise. it was the other teams mistakes. worked out well for them. well, of cos with the exception of kimi's mechanical failure.

it's worrying but i believe they'll survive. til then i'll wait for the prancing horse to get back to their victorious ways, the scarlet red cars to dominate the tracks again.

LLJ;
2:59 PM;