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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

the brazilian grand prix was one heck of an eventful race. i was so fuming mad aft the race, luckily for you i'm okay now, and i shall blog rationally.

qualifying was crazy. i felt really afraid for giancarlo fisichella, he just doesnt look confident with the car and its handling, and to drive it in such horrendrous conditions.. poor control and visibility, yup i was scared. somemore he was one of the earlier ones out. it was as if i knew something was going to happen..for he brought out the red flag. poor guy.

kimi looked awesome in the wet and set some really good times in q1 and q2 but then by the end of q3 the car just didnt have the pace. good drive anyway! with a tough car and tough conditions. ohh and i felt really bad for vettel too, he looked so pissed and upset, understandably. (and then i thought of rachel hehe)

raceday. humph. good start off the line by kimi and his kers. as usual going outside but then not getting much room from the cars in front. nice work getting to third place and challenging webber for second BUT THEN. !@#$%^webber of course wouldnt let him through, there was contact and a broken front wing. GRRRR. (might have had contact with the force india earlier too) at the back heikki kovaleinen, dont know what he did with his car, almost took fisi out. good save from fisi who took a long detour on the grass. luckily you didn take him out, as if he wasnt struggling as it was with the f60! GRRR.

AND THEN, it gets worse. both kimi and heikki head to the pit lane. the ferrari is on its way out. the mcclaren obviously kanchiong or what leaves his pit before the refuelling nozzle is out, and comes just in front of kimi. and its not like when massa did it in spore last year, the refuelling nozzle was spraying(yes, spraying) fuel all over poor kimi. not on kimi's car, on kimi! and then BOOMZ(heh), kimi was ON FIRE. literally. my dad was like woah, this is like hollywood. ohman i was sooo scared for him! lucky i didnt watch it live, i knew he was okay. bt WHAT THE HECK! you wanna kill him ahhh? heikki doesnt even get a drive thru until after the race, 25 secs just gets added to his timing(rolls my eyes).

so yes, my anger aside the race continues. ntg spectacular frm the ferraris. in my mind i curse everytime they say what a wonderful race webber is driving. it might not have been as simple if kimi was up there next to you okay!! he had such a good chance of a podium finish!

the iceman as always is unfazed by everything, including fire, and takes his car home in 6th. fisi drives home safely in 12th?

there was much more drama except i was too fixated on what happened to kimi. humph. ooh i must say i was rather bumped for rubens. he could have done so much better. although his wasnt a very good strategy, i must say. and he was sooo unlucky to have his tyre punctured. poor poor thing, in his home grand prix. even drg his time at ferrari he was always overshadowed. but he's such a nice guy still.

ermm. oh, congrats to button! not much of a supporter, but hey, a better british champion than you-knw-who. down to earth and witty and kinda hot, the things he said on the pit radio were hilarious! and honda's stand in driver for glock, kobayashi was sooo awesome. really bold of him how he defended against all the other drivers on his debut. not like glock who let hamilton thru on the last corners of the last lap last year to win the championship.

yeah i was reminded of what happened last year with massa. how so very very very tragic. poor dude, he. so even though im upset your driving next year and not kimi, i'll support you all the way! can't wait til you get back on your feet!(or car)
next season next season! (i need to warm up to alonso for now)

aye, i wish i could speak to the ferrari drivers lol i'd tell them:
kimi, i hope you're okay and not burnt. sorry that the filming and commentry people dont wanna report abt you as much, even when you caught fire. you're still a ferrari driver up til the last race, so continue to push hard and show them people!
and fisi, i knw you're having a tough time trying to prove yourself. dont be discouraged! and dont be so unhappy, i knw you wanna try your best. and in all fairness you've finished the last few races, not like you crashed or anything. continue to push, one last race c'mon!

supporting the prancing horse all the way!

LLJ;
11:08 AM;

Friday, October 09, 2009

im here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind



today was farewell assembly oh boy despite any negative stuff thats happened these two years, i do love vj! it's the awesomest ever. which other school has such crazy teachers and students and principal, really. and i do love my class. very much. especially my girls((: gonna miss our conversations bout random stuff.

regrets? many. many many. oh man dont go there.

but still. really glad to have been in vj, s66 and dance! you all made me really happy today.

im in too soapy a mood to be typing anything constructive right now. i missed peiying the moment i left school. humph, wish i could talk to her for just abit. so many things i wanna tell her and i want her to tell me. i love her very very much.

and it's gonna take me a few hours (i hope that would suffice) to stop thinking about 810. to stop picturing that moment this morning when i tried to look at him but he rightfully looked downwards to give us privacy so he wouldnt interrupt the thing that i was doing. for the last time this morning i looked up to see you walking in..

had ice cream with lauretta just now, but apparently it wasnt strong enough a comfort food. oh and mum bought me a bag. retail therapy.

ohwell guess i need to go study now.

LLJ;
5:08 PM;

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

a thousand days, a thousand nights are not enough
cos i can't hold back the way i feel about my love


i wish there was a device that could read my mind and blog out exactly how im feeling right now, cos i really dont know.

damnit, other people have things to do and need to study too la okay. they might even have more things to do than you do. and bloody hell this is not how i wanna be feeling right now. but then i might just be angry with myself for not being able to do anything about you. arggghhh! its so frustrating when you're feeling like this and you can't express yourself and even if you could no one would be willing to listen cos everyone's just too caught up with their own stuff to give a damn, or maybe just cos you're a loner. and it doesnt help when you keep thinking bout certain people and hoping this were grey's anatomy and you could just start making out in the elevator, or stairs. damnit!

LLJ;
11:17 AM;