my blog comes in handy for my random thoughts like these, although im not sure anyone still reads it, its kinda cathartic.
no more cheesy stuff about 810, im happy to say that i have gotten over it. it wasnt short lived like all my other phases okay! it was nice while it lasted and made these past (how many?) months or almost the whole year so much better. the girl you've got your eyes on is one lucky one.
feel kinda lonely now. one more paper to go and i can't wait to meet up with friends and stuff. but what im really mean is that i just cant help feeling that so many of my relationships are superficial. and thats partly, perhaps mostly my fault. dont get me wrong, i have really good friends who i have a last hanging out with but i havent really got a best friend. someone who's always there, who listens even to the most random of thoughts. someone whom im not afraid to msg cos im sure he/she would be interested in what i've gotta say. thats one of my biggest regrets coming out of jc, that i've lived these years with all my thoughts kept to myself cos of it.
anw, you guys should all check out kris allen's apperance on ellen, solid performance plus his interview. he is sooooo sweet, especially when he talks about his wife! gees, i want my own kris allen haha.
and yes, you shd catch adam lambert's infamous AMA performance, esp if you wanna get horny. hmmmm. haha them both are awesome. im watching reruns of american idol and its so funny watching them from before people knew they were real contenders. im back to my stalking-adam-and-kris days, oh no!
